Today, I came across my mom’s old journal in the attic.I read a few entries,                                                                                      and they were quite depressing.My mom has always been such a positive influence in my life,so I had no idea her past was so troubled.                                                   The final entry was written the day before I was born.I told my mom I found her journal,and asked her why she stopped keeping a journal after I was born.She said,“I found happiness. I finally had something amazing to live for.” MMT

" I wonder if my mom have the same thought also.. (",)"

Today, somewhat as a joke since she tutored me throughout grade school,                                                         I asked my grandma to sign my yearbook.                           So she did.                                                                     This was her closing paragraph:                                          “The best thing that you can do in life is follow your heart.                                                                          Take risks.                                                                   Don't just make the safe and easy choices because you’re afraid of what might happen.                                  If you do, nothing will ever happen.” MMT 

A Name

Salam w.b.t and Hello there..

Today I'm really interested to say something about names. Names. Everyone has one. People may think this is a simple thing to think about. But, after this they may realize what name is all about. Name is something that is really important for every single thing in this world. Even animals have a name.

Every person or thing carries a name which suits with themselves. Emmmm,, [ I think so.. hehe].. Honestly, I began to wonder what exactly is a name. Is it something abstract or what.? We cannot touch, or even feel it. But, we can see the name. Nahh, not exactly that kind of name but the letter of the name. You get what i mean? [ i hope so].. 

So, What is meant by name? Name is a sequence of one or more characters that uniquely identifies something such as file, account or other entity. Without name I cannot imagine how we could manage our life. All things must have a name. Then, it is easy for us to call it whenever we need it. Do you want people call you with unpleasant name such as "HEY" or "WOI".? Even animals do not like it.

Names play an important role in our life. It acts as introduction in building a new relationship with new friend. Of course when you meet a new friend they might ask your name first right? i don't think they will ask weird question such as " What is your favourite singer?" in your first meeting right?

i'm proud with my name!!

On the other hand, names also show to others who are you. What i mean here is when people who knows you  mentioning your name to others, they may imagine your character from their sight. Thus, if you do something good or bad. People might mention your name first. 

That's why names exist in this world. Names is everything. Names is our pride. As it express who we are. Therefore, to get a good name, be a good person. Thus, you life would become good also. 

Bye2.. 

Dear Mom...

" It's okay if I'm Alone... It's Okay If I'm Lonely.. As Long As I Can See You And Stay Besides You Forever For The Entire Of My Life.."

I MISS YOU SO MUCH.

#The only word i can tell everyone right now.. and if possible I would like to tell you every time you call me.. Sometimes, I felt jealousy mastering myself when i found those people are very happy talking to the phone. But me, every time i got a phone call from that person. I can feel that the person seem very busy with her life right there and maybe never remember of my existence in this world. what can i say now is.. I really miss my childhood. I can feel that person love on me. Now, the love almost gone. I don't know. But, i cannot feel the love anymore. ahh... Seriously, I'm sitting alone now at home and started to cry writing this post.. ok2, I cried already. Thank God, no one's home.. The tears seem like going to make the house flooding.. :`(

Learn to respect others

Salam w.b.t and Hello there..!

Long time no see..(very common).. i have something to say or in other words i want to express my opinion regarding on how important is to know or at least  try to learn how to respect others life. Don't you think that it is the most important thing when we live together in a society. I think everyone is absolutely should or must learn this so called one of the rule to make people become easy with what we are doing. 

I believe. Some of you might think that, what is this all about? It is all nonsense..! or any other else. But, to me this is something that will make people stay away or uncomfortable with anything you do.. Trust me. This is not nonsense,thus, this makes sense. 

Try to look at your surroundings. Did you or people around you have ever experienced this?  I'm very sure almost anywhere is this world have this kind of common problem. People don't like to be friend with them because of their behaviour which is selfish. What they can do is only troublesome others. 

To me, It's simple. When you respect others automatically others will do the same to you. But, sometimes it became cliche as whenever you always tried and tried to respect others but then nothing good happens to you. Those people keep disturbing your life and make you to do some troublesome thing for  you. 

Logically and honestly, I may think that this people is only think of their good sake and make others become their slaves or something else. All of you may be in the same shoe with me. I don't point my finger to anyone. Thus, what i'm trying to say is i want that person realize something and try to think deeply with his/her healthy mind that they must do something that make people easy with every single step they make. 

Please be easy and simple as A B C.. Don't disturb people whom never disturb your life. Please respect them as they respect your life. This is easy right..? I don't see the part which is hard to learn this kind of stuff. Trust me. They are also human being like you. They do have the heart and feelings. Don't play such thing with people. 

make your day. Have some entertainment.. PEACE.

You may be regret it if you just think of yourself. What goes around comes around. Think about it LOL....